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This may look like a lucky year for me as I've already won 3 giveaways but I'm slightly bugged by these happenings. This made me look back to the year 2010 wherein I experienced the most stressful incident that happened to me. During that year, I also won a number of online giveaways. But all those good moments were trumped with a single move that I had been regretting since. It was December of 2010 that I placed too much trust on someone I didn't even know. So to make the story short, I was fooled and all the blame was directed to me when all I really wanted was to help and gain a friend. That was also very stupid of me to accept something without any valid condition when in fact or in reality, things that are too good to be true is not true at all. I cried a lot during these times and what's even harder was that it happened in the season of cheer and joy - Christmas and New Year. I had many sleepless nights. I was scared of sleeping alone at bed as it made me feel so alone and lonesome. Whenever those involved communicates with me, my heart beats so fast. I tried to be strong and always kept in mind that I'm innocent and I'm also a victim.
Up until now, this had been haunting me and I keep getting flashbacks and memoirs of the incident. But I need to be strong, I need to coz who else will be? I'm hoping for a good yearend ahead of me and I'm keeping my fingers crossed, Amen.
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